I use lots of code names in my posts heres a couple translated
S = one of my best girl friends, hag mama (dont tell her I called her that(she claims she is but I deny it in front of her)) wiccan, recovering catholic, she went through some rough times not long before we got to know each other, E's head hag, first meet through girl scouts (we are both third generation leaders), band geek, away at collage most of the year, still comes home for summer and other breaks, I call her Grace occasionally in reference to her and Es relationship
E = one of my fav fags, wiccan, used to be a bit of a man whore (sorry, but if you know him you know its true (especially if you have heard his idea of dinner conversation)) recently engaged and moved out with the boy (I haven't meet the boy), also had some trouble went he was younger and first coming out, S introduced us, I don't get to see him much, but we always seem to have fun, I call him Will occasionally in reference to him and Ss relationship
Lil'sis = will probably get more nicknames, I've known her most of my life, I think of her like a little sister (hence the nickname (shes 3 years younger then me)), my favorite vegetarian, fem lezzy, rainbow everything, was in a residential treatment facility for numerous things for over a year, is still recovering, she doesn't know it but there are times she is all that holds me together.
A, my ex, pain in the ass= My first boyfriend, we took things way to fast and envitebly broke up. But we had become to close of friends to cut contact (S still tells me we should to clear the air), so we danced around being friends, dating again, friends with benefits, a threeway relationship... We have currently settled on best friends with occasional benefits. I honestly am scared to think what I might have ended up doing to myself if I hadn't meet him while lil'sis was in treatment. Wiccan, mega geek, troubled past (that I think is even worse then what I actually know (and what I know is bad)) has an awesome mother, currently lives way to fucking far away!
There are other people talked about at various times on here but
they dont have nicknames yet
Dear world…
Im in one of those spazzy moods that makes me think I’m bipolar. So anything you say (or the fact that you don’t say anything) can and probably will be taken the wrong way. I just spent an hour on the phone with one of my best friends and for half of the conversation I has trying to dislocate my fingers, and scratching my legs raw, just because she mentioned fire trucks and the guy that I almost had something with that claimed he wanted to be friends but won’t talk to me (hes a great guy if he doesnt want a relationship i would like to be friends)’is a volunteer fire fighter… I am scaring myself, I every time I go into one of these mood they seem to be worse and last longer. I really want to just get fall over drunk and forget all this for a little while, or run away and never come back. All I want is for one person, just one, to care enough about me for me to feel like it’s unconditional. All I have is a bunch of people who I don’t think really give a shit, and a couple that I think care but have a bunch of other people/things that matter more.
I posted a version of this on the post secrets iphone app but I wanted to share it here too.
Every person that has ever shown an interested in dating me or whatever, has decided we are better off as friends.
Every person I have ever really been interested in dating, I was ether too scared to tell because I didn’t want to lose a friend or I scared away when I told.
The truth is I’m sick and tired of making new friends, I’m tired of being one of the guys, I’m tired of hearing about your girlfriends or the new girl your crushing on when I have nobody, and I’m tired of being a fucking 7th wheel at every god damn family function!
I want someone to take a chance on me, I want someone to say “this could end badly but your worth the risk”, I want someone to want me!
“friends”
So I had a sort of something with a guy but he ended it so I’m back on tumblr to rant… thats all I ever really did here anyway.
A bit of advice for anyone planing a breakup, do not say you think your better off as just friends. More so if the person already has mega insecuritys, I was hiding most of that stuff from him so I’m trying not to blame him for that.
I thought I was finally over my ex-bf I really did. A little while ago his gf (the one we did the three-way relationship with) broke up with him and I was fine, I wasnt consciously hoping to get back together or anything, but this afternoon he told me about his new girlfriend and my heart that I’ve been working on piecing back together for months shattered again… I’ve lost track of how many times hes broken my heart and I still wish we could get together again just us without the distance. I had thought I was doing so good. I thought I was over him and ready to move on, but nobody seems to want me. I’m gonna be alone for ever, or until I kill myself its looking better and better and that truly scares me shitless.
So my sisters boyfriend was just “joking” about killing me. I swear he does one more thing to piss me off and I’m going off on him, and telling my mom if he comes to another family thing I wont go. This guy sort of fits my sister (but not very well) but he is constantly buying heads with my family, and they were claiming people were droping marriage hints at them, and I can’t stand the idea of them being that series…
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Reblog this if you’d care if I killed myself.
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GPOY
Internet memes should be a little larger and science should be a bit bigger than math xD
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Vanity! All is vanity. And hype.: 30 Days of Summer Break Doctor Who: Day 9 →
Day 09: Name something/someone in real life that you suspect is from Doctor Who
I’m just about convinced that the Mythbusters are all just fob-watched Time Lords:
Who else but a Time Lord would have the questionable fashion sense that necessitates a beret and a walrus moustache? Who else would have so much damned fun exploring myths and facts and what science can explain about our planet? Who else would want to expose the truth?
Who else would look so dapper and so right in this get up? (taken from Reddit)
And then of course there’s this:
I’m on to you, Mythbusters…you can’t hide from me.
And then there’s this…
Lol
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